Change... let it go

So I was talking to one of my mentors and she ran some deep stuff by me. Things that I have thought about but u know how u always need someone else to tell u something u already know.. yeah sad but anyway she was encouraging me and reminding me that even when things look bleak and just bad, there is always a blessing at the end of the tunnel. I know that everything that has happened to me has happened for a reason. Now I may not know those reasons as of yet lol but I'm sure they will be revealed to me eventually. We talked for a long time and I am ttruly grateful for her being in my life. She doesn't take sides and she will tell u when n if ur wrong. Everyone needs someone like that in their life. I also been thinking about how all the bickering and Ish has got to stop. There is no point, and its not going to get anyone anywhere. Jackie if u read my blog then I just wanted tto say I have no real issues with u. I know that u r the one other woman that he cared for truly and I know u cared for him. This isn't all ur fault, n I know that u were just doing what your heart was saying. I'm not mad at u and really ur not mad at me cuz I've never done anything to u. U know the person u are mad at. No I didn't say this on twitter cuz I didn't want everyone in our business. I'm done with the going back n forth on twitter stuff n I mean come on, that ain't even something u do. Ive had enough of that childish BS. I'm just saying, us being petty at each other is stupid, and we were both hurt n not by each other.. I would've emailed u or did this on a personal level buy I don't have ur info so anyway I respect u enough to just say this here instead of on a catty ass social network. Now back to me... Lol so I was thinking about going back to school in January instead of waiting till June, idk I gotta do something.. lol I'm ready to get my masters n move out of state. I'm just ready for a change, for things to fall back in place, n for God to lead this time. I'm tired of trying to do things my way, its time to let go..